Monday, December 27, 2010


When was the last time I cried because of something so beautiful, pure from the heart, and eventually realized I am still a servant of my Creator?

I dont remember.

Facts on this convention,Muktamar IMSA-MISG 2010

first day : 'rasa mcm nk balik'
second day : 'eh,ak silap program ke?'
*tgok banner balik*
'macam kursus kahwin'
third day: i did found something that had been missing from me after school
fourth day : hoping this feeling lasts forever

i'm impressed on two things:
ukhuwah among Indonesian professionals & their families
dakwah by Indonesian-American youth

p/s I did lied when I said I dont know why you're asking where's the old me,because deep down inside,i knew what is missing

Thursday, December 23, 2010


In a room of fourth floor motel tonight, I am able to write something throughout this journey.

Facts on my roadtrip around USA,

from: Rochester, New York

tonight: fifth day

tonight: fourth motel

today's achievement: drove Camry 120miles

tomorrow: going to muktamar MISG in St Louis,Missouri

tomorrow: will be in ninth state in a week

this week:

day 1 : Ohio, Kentucky, and Vanderbilt Uni, Nashville, Tennessee

day 2 : Atlanta, Georgia

day 3 : Mobile, Alabama

day 4 : New Orleans, Louisiana

day 5 : Arkansas and Memphis,Tennessee

the spectacular part in a roadtrip is the food (or food-hunting), we crashed into japanese, indian, chinese, mediterranean, turkish, pakistan and thai restaurant.

and bedtime stories too.

pray for happy and safe journey insyallah.

Friday, December 10, 2010

awesome vs happy

Remember a sister i met months ago in this post?

I met her again,tonight at Tajweed Essentials class at University of Rochester,10minutes away from mine.

well~because i'm tired,straight to the point:

It was awesome possum!

best class of tajweed ever,since 20years through fardhu ain classes in school.

it was tought by Syeikh Wisam Sharieff, he is so cool!

funny and full of enthusiasm!

when i say tajweed, does it ring a bell of all the complicated terms you knew?makhraj huruf? tarqiq & tafkhim? idgham and whatnot?

this class has nothing to do with those terms, it is about science of sounds, how you say it, how do you hear it, where the letters will be?in the lip or the throat?

Why tajweed?why not fiqh or anything else?

1) first command of Allah in Al-Quran is what? yes,exactly! iqra'!

2)to have better Quran recitation

3)recite the Quranic verse during solah correctly

4)seek for forgiveness in the way Allah wanted it to be (say the right words with correct meaning)

the way he taught it was amazing. I bet no one ever experience tajweed lesson like that before, never, no where else. i might fall in love if he is 10years younger. everyone's heart melts when listening to his recitation.and i got goosebumps! , for good.

a bit of sharing:

there are 7 AWESOME letters :those are heavy-sounded ض ص ط ظ ق غ خ

and he taught this as simple as 'awesome vs happy' in 29 arabic letters,

heavy letters sound thick like we say 'AWE'some and all other letters are happy,just nice and in relax way

know where the letters are in the throat and no technical terms, just listen and say it.

If an american girl,who actually drove me to this class,and she never know this arabic letters before, willingly to cancel her weekend plan for this class,why are we reluctant?are we better because we are muslim?not a guarantee.

take home message : if you are reading this before 10am saturday Dec 11, and you are free this weekend,
go to and register! no regret. this is the last class in Rochester. His schedule will pull him to west coast till next 11 months.(wow)

what I had been thinking is;

we are sooo overwhelming by big problems such as jews secret agenda,ulama's different point of view in many subjects, and whatnot, try to loosen up a little bit,those problems are going to be debate 'like forever'...and will never end.

not until we all look up in The Quran. Learn the beauty of it and bring the spirit alive.

such a long day today.gonna get some rest and start surviving again tomorrow.isn't that what we do everyday?sleep,wake up,survive,sleep again,..

p/s : if we have claimed we love someone,shouldn't we read His love letter everyday?

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

1 Muharram 1432?

Abu Hurairah r.a berkata”Setiap kali datangnya tahun baru membuat aku risau dan resah kerana semakin singkat umurku,semakin dekat ajalku,semakin tipis waktu pngampunan Allah terhadapku,semakin dekatnya hari perhitunganku..”

semakin dibaca baris-baris ni, fact,tepat sekali.Ya Allah,lalainya aku.
moga hari hari mendatang membawa manfaat,aku tahu jalannya tak mudah tapi aku kena sedikit lebih kuat dari sekarang.

Salam Maal Hijrah 1432.

azam tahun baru:
~keja sampai kurus,haha
~kumpul duit utk 3 ticket MY-NY untuk masa depan
~mengaji byk sket plus istiqamah
~perbetulkan dan constantkan niat


p/s lalala,next week tiga exam dlm 2 hari.kalau la bleh nmpk jwpn atas lapisan putih 10inci salji kt luar=)

Saturday, December 4, 2010

little 'snow white' and nightview of Niagara Falls

the very first pictures of me and friends in admirable,alluring,angelic and enchanting snow!<-see how much i'm enjoying it?haha

because snow is luscious, dainty and awe-inspiring!love it!=)

Nigthview of Niagara Falls is divine!
The background of Toronto city of Canada adds up the blissful potrait!

In fact, it is the second largest falls in the globe next to Victoris Falls in southern Africa.

Also,one fifth of all the fresh water in the world lies in the four Upper Great Lakes~ Michigan,Huron,Superior,Erie. All the outflow empties into the Niagara river and eventually cascades over the falls.amazing,isn't?